Angels Cry

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

A Lie.

I must admit that, i cried for you since the you left till today. Its a definitely a lie if i say i don't miss you. I can't stand a day without you, even i've been living without you for more than 365 days.
None of those days were the same when i'm with you. The smile on my face never the same since the day i left.

2013.

So, 2013 is less than a week? what's my new year resolution? okay, so here how it goes.
I'll be 17 less than a week. Technically, i'm glad that i've survived this far from up & downs that i've been through lately.

First thing that came up into my mind about next year is SPM. That's the only chance i have to ..
nvm. Which i have to organize next year schedule properly because i know that i'll be busy with lots of things. Especially with Marching Band. Its hard for me to describe all this. haha. let me list down everything to make things easier. ;)

- SOLAT
- study for SPM
- Marching Band
- Band Competitions
- Tuition Class
- Extra Class
- Music Clubs
- Save money
- DIET ( Get THIN)


After spm ..

- Korea with Family and Fatin Najihah Salim. (maybe)
- License
- works at Starbucks Coffee
- Travel to Singapore, Penang, Kl with Fatin Najihah Salim :)
- continue with DIET & Gym. hahaha.

As you can see, i didn't write anything about love and mostly about Fatin. I don't have the heart to love again because i don't feel to? Being with my best friend is more secure than getting hurt over again. Happiness, that's what i want. Those list up there are things to do for next year. To be the best need to be earn right? so by achieving something we must go through the pain first. like MGSSB quote ; No Pain, No Gain.


Hopefully everything will went this way next year, Amin.

Missing in Action.

sorry for being missing in action. been so busy lately. Tons of homeworks, Organizing Annual Dinner, Baby sitting lil brothers and sister, Tuition class & more! What a tiring month.
Back to School is next week! damn, i'm so not ready for school & form 5.
Senior year, i wonder how tough would it be .. SPM, Band, Competitions, Tuition class, baby sitting & etc. fuh. let me continue talking about this in the next blog, if i do write about what is my 2013 organizers it might sound so wrong with the blog title. haha.