Depression.

Depression haunts me ever since. It never fails. I get pissed so easily.
I get migraine easily. Trauma and phobia. Everything just got into me so quick.
I felt hopeless living in this world. I have no one that can comfort me
or to talk with until i have to face with School Psychiatrist.
People may look like i'm a problematic girl fooling around at school until meeting the School Psychiatrist.
But the fact is, i never faced with any school problems, not even Demerit marks.
Its just my school attendance turn out into SO BAD. like twice a week i turn up to school.
I keep dreaming around, which i find school is super boring . I don't know what's happening to myself.
It's been such a terrible year for me. I feel like living in a hostel surrounded by Stack of books is better for me. More peaceful i guess?
I'm aiming for high achievement for my life to leave everyone behind ..
That will be more peaceful. Like Travelling around the world by myself.
I guess if i'm still in Kota Kinabalu by now, None of these would happen to me .
I would be happier living there hang out with my friends during the weekends.
Which none of that are happening right now.