Panic Disorder.

Punch me like i did some big mistake. god damn it, i'm just fucking 16.
I need a space for growing up to be a teenager. I'm not some tool out from the tool box.
Its like i go out every night drink some beer with guys or have sex with them.
The fact is, i don't even go out from this hell house. Even hang out with some friends during the weekends.I got myself a dream that i'm gonna achieve.
so don't accuse me doing something that make me look so bad while i'm not.
Keep knocking my door like i'm deaf. Do you that I had some big trauma & phobia since you get yourself in my room and got me beaten up suddenly. Do you even bother to ask how am i doing at school? NO! What you know is just screaming, shouting, cursing. I'm tired. I arrived home at 4 in the evening every single day, and you keep scolding all over the same thing. Once i'm done with my studies, i promise that i will get out from this world and find myself a peaceful place.