People find myself very weird and lifeless cause they don't really know who i really was.
I can only be me when i find FUN and HAPPINESS around me. which i can't even find one.
So i better faking around, using fake smiles is like a daily routine for me.
I am rude sometimes but it wasn't really me. I become into a rude and mean person only when someone caught my nerves.
My parents look at me like i'm something bad for them while actually i'm way different at school. I will be rude IF someone be rude to me.